mY mom KNows That Em A goOD guy...

For All thE Sin's Ive DOne When I was At ThE Of LOnelyness And Struggle..

time that my life was misarable...

the time that i almost spent in just a CraP moments...

sMoking

drunking...

making bad things...


hanging with damn friends...

friends which just leave in time of trouble...

and those crazy friendz whos Intension is to hurt other people..

trash other people

..a friends in trouble.. a friends in crazyness..

sumtimes i dont know what i gotta do..
in that time where i almost spent it in just a mezzy life...

i know exactly whats wrong and whats right..
but the fact that i know is the things that i cannot laid off..
its true..

sumtimes im ignorant... but actualy im smart at all...

i know where my feet exactly stands...

and after ive fall and the love of my life has taken its toll..
after a year of searching for the question..
a question which i been thinking all over the year..

and once for a while .... my life been in pain...

the pain she brought... and all of the pain i fell..

its such a miracle that nowadays im here in this planet...
staying alive...
been in pain but now im surviving for all those pain...
for all the love ive wasted...
for the damn love ...
sacrifices...

and all the things i did...




now im ready to take my final life..

to be a better and a more inspiring person i would ever be..
a strong and a person which will stand at my own life...
my own reality to face all the pain ...in my past.....

and now i can eat all those FUcKIng ShITz ARoUnd Me...
All ThoZe person wHO make me cry...


and now Em just going to laught them at..

AHAHAHHA... Yah AInt Funny Aint YOu? DAmN yah mom hommieZ..

My MOm KnOws who Em I? Yah GeT IT?
Em BeTter With My MOm...