kagabi kagabi kagabi..

im losing... i want to forget about her... but i cant.. i want to see her.. i wanna hug her and ask her
(why she did it to me)
..
kagabi? while chatting on miss,daisy bernaldez one of my old classmate ...ayun naopen ko yung topic about it .. kaso wala akong magawa e... andun na yun topic..
buti kung pde mo pang ibalik yun diba?
kaso... andun na nga kaya i continue telling what happen for that last few years.. pero alam ko namn its almost 3 years na from now...

pero i still feel the pain and it still remind me how painful it was..
as she frequently asking me how come this one revolve ..
i cant answer..

im crying.. im crying ..im crying..
till i texted her..
pero pagkatapos nun?
ayun si ako nakahiga umiiyak at hindi ko nanonotice nakatulog na pala ako..
sabagy sakin ok yun para di na ako masaktan pa..
malu2ngkot nanamn aq..




i Still feel the pain...
the pain dat change me..
the pain that reminisce me.
and still the pain that hurts me inside...
and still this wounds come not to be healed
but to leave a mark..
that ill be forever bring it..



kahit masaya ako.. abot ang ngiti kasi kausap ko xa.. la ako magawa e.. naiiyak ako..
pero im thankful kasi after founding her ..
now shes giving me inspiration..
strenght for ol the things happen in my life..
thank you .. i know u know who u are already!!